There has been so many things that have been going on with me lateley, I have been testing out the waters of schooling lately and I nave realized that "It is pointless to look for a collage to go to if I konw that I am not ready yet, so I am considering to change plans. first I relly need to find out what I want to do, I don't whant to take subjects that I do not need in the future, that would have been a waste of time and funds.
However I konw that since i konw that since I will a art related subject, perhaps the fist thing I might whant to do is take corses that will reate to this area of wiork and go into spasifics later.

another thing thats on my mind latley are the dreams that I been haveing. proabley a result from the hours of telivision that I have been waching lateley

I had a dream of me being capable of seeing the inter demons of any body I look at
This how it happened:

the intire dream was like a normal day but I kept on seeing Demons Following and talking in sinc with the person I was talking to the creppy part of it is that it felt normal, anybody who has never seen that before would have been terified but untill I thuoght about it that seemed really normal. If you have any ideas abut what this dream might be saying plz tell me.